
Let me share with you what I have felt God saying to me one night while Daysi and I were in prayer. As we prayed this is what I sensed, that God asked me "Why are people halfhearted? Was I half hearted going to the Cross? When I heard this I began to weep from the depths of my stomach. It was an intense weeping something I've never experienced before. What was my answer to God? Well, I didn't want to disappoint Him so I gave the best answer I could think of, and it was this..........."I don't know." Let's first look at what Jesus really had to endure pertaining to the Cross. According to Matthew and Mark, Jesus was taken by the soldiers into the common hall, the praetorium, which was thronged with Roman soldiers. There, they stripped Him and mocked Him by putting on Him a purple robe and a crown of thorns. The indignities included being spit upon and being repeatedly beaten on the head. Few incidents in history more clearly illustrate the brutality in the desperately wicked heart of man than that which was inflicted on Jesus the Son of God. Today if Jesus was walking around this earth, He would still be sought after to be killed. The mockery of the crown of thorns, painful as well as humiliating, His being stripped naked in front of the large crowd; the mockery of the purple robe, intended to represent a kingly garment; His being spit upon and beaten over the head repeatedly as well as the mocking worship testified to the unbelief and sordidness of the actors in this situation. It was only after enduring all of this in complete silence, except for the conversation between Christ and Pilate recorded in John 19:8-11, that Jesus was finally led away to the crucifixion. Jesus was submissive to this entire procedure is the measure of His total submission to the will of God. Here, the Lord of glory, capable of destroying anyone who put a hand upon Him, allowed Himself to be abused in this painful and humiliating way. Why would God allow His only begotten son to go through this? Was God a cruel father? Did Jesus deserve this for some gross sin He committed? Or was it LOVE? Love for us that is. The bible tells us in John 3:16-21..... "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because he has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son. 19 This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. 20 Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. 21 But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God." That's the reason folks, do you remember that, that was the reason. Do we need to go back to the basics and meditate on what Jesus did for us. There is one verse I left out up until now and it's found in The book of Isaiah. Isaiah anticipated this when he stated in Isaiah 52:14, “His visage was so marred more than any man, and his form more than the sons of men.” Jesus was beaten about the head and the body until He was almost unrecognizable. What did Jesus endure regarding the Cross, I believe was the initial question. So if Jesus went to the Cross voluntarily and endured so much hatred and so much disgrace as well as experiencing so much pain. Is it possible that, we who profess to be His followers, disciples, ambassadors, CHILREN, we can stop being lukewarm so He doesn't spit us out of His mouth. Can we give to Him the worship not only that is due to Him but what He desrves from us. Let's stop talking the talk and let's start walking the talk. If God asks you why are My people so halfhearted what answer will you give Him?


